What amazes me is how truly and completely I feel like I’m just barely treading water. This little guy who depends on us so completely represents an entirely different skill set than anything I have ever done before. How is it possible that I got into this with so little preparation? How have people done it all in the past?
He has only been home 4 days now. I’m sure it’ll get easier.
Castillomania 
It will seem easier as you get used to the “new” normal. Be sure to let your parents stay with Sam while you and Emily take and hour or two off. Your Arizona family
Dear Son,
Sorry, I just can’t stop smiling.